Dark Inner Child

Crown · January 29, 2022, 6:13pm

This is extremely new Path I started just last night! Working with restoring, healing and bringing comfort to our inner wounded child.

Mine is extremely beautiful solid black gurl with black wings, completely blackened eyes that can turned red when highly excitable and highly, highly mischievous in nature.

Giving her the love and affection I never actually got growing up. I could feel a giant shift inside of me. Great movement of energy.

Talking to DarkestKnight truly as been beneficial for me. He was able to pulled up a huge issue for me. I needed to confront it head on.

Watching a live streamer last night she said just the right words I needed to hear. About working with our inner child.

Something clicked in me.

My little gurl version of me is just bombastic in her nature.

Flying over the vastness, endless jetness (other word for black) she just feels free and is free; over my Infernal oceans of death and rebirth.

I can feel myself signing the Infernal Empire’s songs flowing through me and out of my very soul. It’s quite comfortable, indeed.

Crown · January 30, 2022, 5:03am

I was healing an avatars’ inner child and held him with my inner gurl. Saying, ‘its okay. just because bad things happened to us doesn’t make us bad.’

I started crying.

I hope he felt that too.

Heal up my 1st golden boy, be well. Be happy. Shine on brightly, my friend

Crown · February 4, 2022, 11:46pm

Crown · February 5, 2022, 3:54pm

Yeah I might seem so strong
Yeah I might speak so long
I’ve never been so wrong
Yeah I might seem so strong
Yeah I might speak so long
I’ve never been so wrong
Excuse me for a while
Turn a blind eye
With a stare caught right in the middle
Have you wondered for a while?
I have a feeling deep down
You’re caught in the middle
If a lion, a lion roars, would you not listen?
If a child, a child cries, would you not forgive them?

Niantiel69 · February 5, 2022, 8:47pm

It’s so important to heal our inner child so that we can fully heal that part of ourselves that is stuck in the past & that causes us problems today in our everyday relationships. Your inner child thanks you, I’m sure of it

Crown · February 7, 2022, 7:47pm

“come out of that cupboard little girl.”

“no”

"you can’t hide your entire life time in a tiny enclosed space "

“why not?”

“because adults confront their problems”

Looks up and closes the door.

“Give me a ”

he knocks ever so gently

“here, now will you came out, please my lovely Empress wife?”

eats the delicious cooking.

“you stay were i can see you. i will work on it, okay?”

bends down pats her on tiny head

both grin at each other with…

many unknown, unspoken indeeds/and words

Crown · February 14, 2022, 3:32am

*little girl is crying in the closed cupboard

‘you can’t spend your life in there’

little girl opens the door and is handed a kleenex

‘what do you call someone with three nickels in their pocket?’

‘i don’t know?’

‘15 cent’

she laughs.

he smiles

‘you need to expand your comfort safe zone space beyond that little tiny cupboard, my sweet little one’

she simply bows her tiny little head in full agreement and shakes it ever so slightly up and down

Crown · February 15, 2022, 10:12pm

Love
Devotion
Feeling
Emotion

Don’t be afraid to be weak
Don’t be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence

The return to innocence

And if you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don’t hide
Just believe in destiny

Don’t care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don’t give up and use the chance
To return to innocence

That’s not the beginning of the end
That’s the return to yourself
The return to innocence

That’s return to innocence