yo … i’ve tried doing sigil magic from feb this year
and I’ve tried various demon even I use local shaman
but nothing works
in the end I tried to open my sense using Belial’s Gateway Symbols
and every time I remember about her… I always imagine was sweeping my room to throw out the memory junk that ever existed
and then there was some sign that my petition was filed … but still far from my wish …
so i think that my obsession disturbed the work of magic …
right now I’m still struggling to get rid of the obsession …
but it’s much better than before so i think you have to forgive your self first to
there a few thing that may can help you
Make people do anything you want - Manipulation Layered Spell