Curse symptoms

Sometimes late at night I feel as thoug hI am being drawn toward all the things I shouldn’t be doing. I have always been reckless but Im talking about some seriously evil shit that would ruin my life if I didn’t do it right. There is this thing that happens to where I almost am not even controlling my breathing. I inhale and I find myself hearing a grueling overtone that have a steady and specific pace but I cannot breathe any differently than it. No matter how hard I try. I cannot move and then it stops.I get the chills and then I am back in reality. It was. Nigerian curse to begin wit. Just need to know what it is so I can combat it. I got a lot of great info on some reversal spells but I think I may need something a bit more serious because the reversal spell didn’t work…