So with this latest strange “coincidence” (likely success), I’m even more interested in perfecting a workable system for me. I’m not saying I’m “developing” my own system so much as discovering what will work for me. The modernist in me still cannot accept that humans have the ability to just willy-nilly “wish” that things were this or that way and have them actually be that way; so “discovery” is the word I’m choosing to use. At any rate…I have still accepted the fact that I may have to “fake it 'til I make it” with regards to accurate spirit communication. So I’m just accepting my internal voice as being the spirit’s voice until my skills get good enough to tell the difference. This means I may end up getting a lot of dashed hopes as I accept things as “spirit talk” when in fact they are just my wishful thinking. But I can’t think of any other way, really. But I’m having fun. I created an altar configuration to Bune that he “told” me to make. He said that Paimon told him that the Hickory incense I offered to him was very pleasant and that he wanted me to burn some for him. So we will see how my requests to Bune pan out.
I told my Christian friend (who is also looking for happy life and is burned out with Christianity) about the girl calling me within an hour of me contacting Paimon. He said that if I actually get her in bed, he will consider pursuing the occult too.