Yes, me too. Especially with my mother who is also a narcissist. But I didnāt realise that until a year ago because I grew up in that environment and it was considered ānormalā.
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Heās right. You donāt need to be doing āA spellā to curse.
You can simply send the evil eye.
Cleanse and break the bonds take the advice given. Jealousy mean sightedness snide sniggering hateful or pure anger c a n do it.
Think and listen more before dismissing out of hand because you t honk z person āwonāt do thatā
Fact is we are all energy and every thought or action creates an effect. It can spiral.
Iām not we a ring my glasses so typing right now is guess work!@ so its tiring without th e mā¦
You get the point.
My actual advice to someone with your perception
Look u p on YT
Frank White " Grail of the Serpent"
It is out of understanding that people here lost replies so try not to dismiss out of ignorance.
@CalebRosengard made a valid point
Ps Edit. If you call yourself crazy you mayswell be.
Food 4 thought
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Hey @Morgana9, thank you for your time and answer. Iāve never dismissed @CalebRosengard s input, actually I found it very useful. I just didnāt know that it was possible to do something like that without intention or ritual.
And when I say ācrazyā in my name I donāt mean it in a negative way, Iām just implying that Iām crazy about plants and nature (Iām actually a biologist 
).
I will look up your suggestion, thank you so much!
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Opposites attract, so maybe youāre super attracted to his ā100% materialismā. You might just need to do some grounding meditation/work and focus more on integrating your current incarnation with life here and now.
HTH
Wake
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Food for thought. I have g i t my glasses on. Do I probably missed bits.
Although I see a lot of new members do that. I have benefited from this myself.
C check his YT and Facebook. āGrail of the Serpentā
I have no gripes with youā¦ and I already understand the implications of ācrazyā adeptation. But consider the real reason I mentioned it.
Peace
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It was weird because when I found out he has a lot of money my first reaction was like no way amigo, not gonna happen. Because I assumed it probably comes with a lot of problems and ego stuff. I know today that itās not healthy to think about money in that way and money is not ābadā but oh well, guess I had a hunch. He saw that and didnāt brag or mention it at all, but instead focused on more life and spiritual stuff. I guess in a way I was attracted to that imbalance and thought we would complement each other.
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I just checked the You Tube channel you mentioned. He talks about a lot of stuff related to magick. Did you mean something in particular or just to check him out?
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Explore.
But his talks on energy and the basics.
You will see for yourself.
My device dosent allow me to upload vids on the forum