Long story short, I’ve been in a toxic relationship for several years now and I’ve finally made the decision to get out. It’s going to be complicated(I’m not in any danger though) and I have no idea how I’m going to do it yet, so I’ve been hesitating and just waiting to see if things will get better but I know it’s a lost cause. Anyway, I’ve been researching magickal ways to get rid of him(and throw in a pinch of punishment for all he’s put me through too), which specific demons which may be good for this, and I was thinking hard about Glasya Labolas last night. I know he’s a pretty serious demon to send after someone, but there has been so much gaslighting, lying, mental abuse, and just completely egregious disrespect from my boyfriend that I’m ready to bring out the big guns. I don’t want him dead, but I want him out of my life for good. I’ve broken up with him twice now but each time it only lasts a few weeks until he hoovers me back in. He’s got a hold on me(yay for trauma bonding) so I really need to make it stick this time.
I know 8 of wands is Glasya’s card. I have two phones, an iPhone and an old Android as a backup, and I have tarot apps on both which show a daily card. Today, my daily card was 8 of wands on both apps. These are completely different apps from different developers so I really don’t think this was just a coincidence. I’ve had these apps for years and I have NEVER seen both throw the same card on the same day before, much less the card of the demon I was researching the very night before. Could this be him trying to tell me he wants to help me? On top of that, I’ve felt a strong and growing connection to him lately as well, I keep looking him up and he pops into my mind a lot. I’m pretty sure this is a pretty decent sign but I still doubt myself from so many years of emotional abuse, so I would really love some thoughts.