As some of you may or may not be aware off, I underwent the soul travel process of ascending throughout the various cosmological planes of existence throughout the various corresponding bodies, the astral, the casual, the mental etc. Through that damn abyss undergoing that intense dark spiritual purging and the dark night of the soul along with that. As I soared through the black river of perdition away from the suffering into the ocean of liquid light and sound, into the river of eternal flame through what’s been called “the formative plane”.
I would continually return to it, becoming the ocean of fiery liquid power and sound that distills into the lower worlds forming creation, as creation is a ongoing process and isn’t a thing that happened once upon a time. The ocean of energy distilling into the lower planes not loosing potency nor diminishing in power rather the further it “moves” for a lack of better words from the divine source it undergoes a condensification. Forming the various facets of reality, including the self, I would bask in this for months on end becoming the ocean never moving on. Simply basking in it and giving up all that I was the flames and fire of eternity.
Once I had then merged or simply assumed my rightful place as Sat Nam, the creator, the destroyer of all, as this is all of our rightful place. I would then bask in this being simultaneously no longer just creation as a whole, but the creator and its creation simultaneously breathing life and change into the lower worlds. Bringing that back down into the physical body, taking the godhood assumed therein to this version of me, the transmigration process had ignited fully.
However the convergence is forever an on going process, all one has to do once the anti-transmigration has been sealed here and now in this the self. There is no need for projection nor travel out of the self, rather the infinite ocean of fiery brilliance can be seen in this world through these eyes. The illusion pealed away for all things are this ocean, and no assuming of Sat Nam/Godhood is required merely just descending back into it, for you feel that the planes begin to converge on you.
There is no separation, there’s no need for the preliminary invocation for ritual, there is no empowerment ritual, there’s nothing like that, the throne of god isn’t up “there” far away, in this moment whether you sit, becomes that throne for the illusion of separation is just that separation.
Each thing I do, every mundane act, and spiritual/magickal one seems to deepen the convergence, it seems to shatter the boarders between the physical and the corporeal all together almost.
Yet there is still some gap so to speak, and it is this gap I am furiously trying to close so that distillation of power, energy, and even god consciousness is here and can affect this world and the self almost instantaneously this is the manifestation of the eternal incarnate. That is the final outcome and result of the living god, to cause the change and manipulate and bend all creation as an extension of the self instantly without the pesky divide.
I’ve decided rather than keeping this to my personal journal as I’ve done for the past few years, I’ll be documenting this convergence process here instead.