Contacting the demoness Mepsitahl
Hey guys, so I had a cool experience with contacting my first demon. I chose Mepsitahl because I want to work on my psychic abilities and my intuition and she seemed to me like the best option.
I got her sigil and I planned to contact her right before I slept, requesting for her to enter my dreams. I didn’t really feel like doing a full on evocation at the time. I must confess here that sometimes I tend to procrastinate when it comes to my magickal work. Something that I found out that the demoness didn’t like after all.
Later at night, I was reading a grimoire on my laptop and I felt really sleepy. I remembered that I had to contact Mepsitahl, but I thought, hey well I can always do that the next day. I hadn’t shut my eyes in drowsiness for a few minutes when I felt some sort of exasperation in the air and then I don’t know how, I fell off my reading table and managed to catch myself, but i ended up bruising my arm just a little bit ( I bruise really easily ). After applying salve or it, I suddenly couldn’t sleep. I drew her sigil on a piece of white paper using a marker; did some other stuff that I had been putting away for a while, till I felt ready to sleep.
I went to bed and whipped out the sigil to gaze at it, I find it easy to gaze at sigils because I had practiced how to perfect that gaze while learning how to scry, once upon a time when I was a vanilla typa witch (a.k.a Wiccan) . Anyways, so I gaze at the sigil and see it floating in the air and I chanted her name slowly, in a whisper. After I felt that she had listened, I put the sigil, facing upwards under my pillow. And I slept, and woke up feeling great. Although I had a slight heaviness where my third eye should be located.
Onto what happened the next day, ( I forgot to mention that I tried seeing auras the day before but I had only been able to perfect seeing the etheric aura after a few minutes) today however, I found that I could see the etheric aura of those around me quite easily, and it became more pronounced the more I focused ( I tried this on people, plants and colors, yes colors have auras and these are usually the easiest to see ). I still cannot see past the etheric aura to the colors, but it’s got me feeling excited. I also got weird moments of intuition which proved to be true.
I got home and decided to contact Mepsitahl again but only this time I would be conscious. I forgot to mention that I had carried her sigil on me throughout the day, it is even on me right now as I write this.
As I got changed into more comfortable clothes, I noticed something strange, the bruising I had noticed the night before had begun to scab, but the weirdest thing was that it looked sort of like claw marks ? Three slashes, really small but definitely noticeably. Here, I’ll show you.
So yeah, that happened, it hurts slightly but not so much and seeing as I have a high pain tolerance I didn’t mind. Honestly I was being kinda lazy and I know I deserved it.
I got comfortable, in a lotus position with a pen and paper to take quick notes, I plugged in my EarPods so I could listen to the shamanic drumming I always use to get me into the theta sync. ( It works wonders for me )
I shut the blinds, making sure the room was dim. I started the audio and soon I was being pulled into a light trance, my breathing got slower and my heartbeat as well. I soon started gazing at her sigil and whispering her name, I did this on and on till I could feel a presence, which felt very mystical at the time, then I had the urge to close my eyes. I could see a woman for a brief moment, tall and regal, wearing the robes of a priestess, her long hair was straight as a pin and white as snow, it fell like a veil going the way to her hips . She seemed ageless and wore a diadem with a purple crystal at the center of her forehead, where the third eye is located.
This vision didn’t last for too long though but as soon as I began to doubt myself, I heard a voice in my head saying,
" You do not need to see me to know I am here, feel my presence and know that I am with you. You wish to communicate with me and I find your clairaudience to be developed enough to do this."
I nodded at this and thanked her for coming, I immediately launched into my list of questions that I had. I’ll post each question and the reply I got. She didn’t mince words or spare any thoughts about my feelings.
#1. Would you work with me to enhance my psychic abilities?
- Yes, I will. Although your senses how promise and have potential, you’re lazy and need to work harder to achieve great results.
#2. I asked her how she would do this
- With my help, you now see the etheric aura and will soon progress to the aura colors themselves.
#3. I asked her about my third eye and what I could do to open it permanently
-The third eye, your ajna chakra is very powerful, I will work to strengthen this in your sleep. You will begin the opening of your third eye with an exercise I will give you ( she called this " The Deadlift Method " )
#4. I explained to her how I would love to learn how to scry
- Yes, I know you do, and I plan to show you another way used by the witches since the Middle Ages.
#5. I asked her about the scratch on my arm
- Yes, that was me. I thought you needed a good pick-me-up. You can’t afford to slack off if you want to achieve your goal.
I didn’t have any more questions after this but she did have more to say, so I just sat there being receptive and open to whatever I heard as I wrote it down. She explained to me how mastering psychic abilities require a great deal of discipline and work. She went on to tell me how she had improved my clairsentience and premonition. She also mentioned some good crystals to work, which I took note of.
She told me that she would lead a few spirits to me and that I might experience slight headaches or a sense of knowing signaling their presence. “Like what you are feeling right now,” she said and I felt a faint tingling at the base of my skull. I generally feel this whenever I’m around spirits.
I know this sounds quite short and honestly I probably can’t remember some stuff either ( for some reason that always happens to me ). The weird thing was, the whole process felt quite short, but after I was done and checked the time I found that I had spent over 20 minutes when it barely felt like I had spent 10.
I thanked Mepsitahl for coming and we went our respective ways, me to go make a sandwich cause I was hungry ( as I usually am after any magickal or spirit work ) and her to go do whatever a demon does.
So that’s my first attempt at contacting a demon, what do you guys make of the experience ?