If the so called planet we are on is a female planet and what you just read says who Lucifer is When lucifer fell she sacrificied herself literally and earth was created. it takes an etherian to kill themselves to make an evolutionary planet. Earth is the most unique evolutionary planet in this universe. Lucifer- the fallen messiah/1st initiate , and michael the 2nd initiate. Lucifer originally being from chokmah went to binah while michael (the first to step out of triple stage darkness) came from binah and went to chokmah. Here we can see the representation of two sister forces. Alchemy and high magick. When Lucifer left chokmah and went into binah she took the embodiment of binah completely so too it seems for michael as mathematically he had to balance the equation. So this can be observed through the effects of the system and energies. Lucifer the alchemist /alchemy being binah runs in cycles so it can related to how alchemists are most needed/has more effect at the beginning and the end of a cycle. This is like the laws of rhythm. Though alchemy is present still preserving the structure and not gone completely. while high magick ( binah gone chokmah) maintains the manifesting abilities throughout constantly. Alchemy the mother births and preserves with the help of the father high magick to manifest it. all other energies under binah are also tied as we can see the branch of jinns in particular limaites are normally most active at the beginning and end of a cycle so too dragon energy is cyclic. while angels the father type energy is constant. Jinns are some of the best high magicians and angels shemeshels are alchemists . TOL Decoding 101: Keter=Cells, Chokmah=Bacteria, Binah=Virus, Da’at=Protozoa, Chesed=Algae/Fungi, Geburah=Insects, Tipheret=Plants, Netzach=Herbivores, Hod=Omnivores, Yesod=Carnivores, Malkuth=Humans who are the denser version of Virus energy, like how Lucifer fell from Binah.
TOL 101: the first sphere on the tree of life is malkuth , malkuth is one of the most largest spheres and is the sphere one must understand in order to ascend higher. The tree helps you understand reality eg the 5th dimension is still part of malkuth.
TOL 101: The tree of life contains sephiras that could be understood internally and externally, as the sephiras literally relates to governors and parts of your own body. Understanding the tree can also expand your awareness of reality in general.
TOL 101: Binah is the higher mother on the tree. Binah represents yin/feminine energy and also represents energy of severity. These energies are liberal ,easy to please but tend to be more severe and violent. Binah is associated with saturian energy and is inhabited by the archangel Tzaphquiel. Binah is repsonsible for the recording of action and for the understanding of things. Binah works in accordance with chokmah which is the masculine yang energy. Chokmah is merciful yet more conservative. When ever binah and chokah principles are combined knowledge is born. Chokamah is wisdom while binah is understanding neither one is more important than the other as both forces are needed for proper creation. Wisdom builds a house but understanding finishes it. When both principles are fused it creates a force of knowledge. Knowledge is the sphere of daat , however you may have heard daat is the principle of experience so which one is right? they both are. Daat has a mystical connection with makuth , to fully live in daat one has to bathe in the sea of malkuth. What does that mean? well you have to start from malkuth and go right up to daat , that in itself is an experience. When you have an experience you learn things. It is said experience is the best teacher so thus you on malkuth level are experiencing multiple levels at once, you are gaining binah understanding and chokmah wisdom, when you reach daat is knowledge because you accumulated substance from your experiences.
TOL 101: Malkuth relates to the realm of physical existance. Often called ground zero. It is actually a blessing to be here because this realm is the best place to gain momentum to push yourself forward into higher planes of existence with hard work of course. The main reason why we come here is to have an experience. Humanity has fallen from where it once was and is now generally at a disconnect from the tree of life. We now have to gradually work on getting our wings back. We repeat multiple life times because we need have a particular experience, one in that we learn virtue and servitude one where we learn to become one again with nature and look at our internal selves rather than focus on external things too much. We came to regain our nobility. By coming here your soul and adding information to its database that helps build the experience
TOL 101: The higher self is like an angelic version of you on higher planes of existance. It is your personal median between you and the source. One can’t get to the source without conversing with the higher self.
TOL 101: The ego self is the child of the higher self that acts as your guide in survival situations but it must be trained to behave properly so that the higher self is not interrupted from speaking to you. In the end the higher self athe lower/ego self must both merge as one that is a big accomplishment that takes hard work
TOL 101: Malkuth is a very unexplored realm on the tree. This is the physical which we live in. To begin to understand how much work we need to do is that you should understand that you have to know the realm you live in proficiently. Malkuth equates to the whole solar system so that means you have to not only understand things on earth (which is very important) you also have to understand the other planets (astrology)
TOL 101: Malkuth is a reflection of the higher planes. To understand Cosmic info you have to understand earth info in conjunction. Learning about the microcosm always grounds the information.
TOL 101: Binah and chokmah are sephiras 2 and 3. Many place chokmah above binah not realizing both side are actually equal. They are actually yin and yang in its most highest forms. It is binah and chokmah that create their child daat. Which is the bridge to higher/lower worlds. Binah and chokmah both play roles in creation. binah are recorders, chokmah are changers.
I’m happy for you that you’ve managed to fight depression and the ritual has served you a great deal. Very well brother, keep it up.