for what purpose, what would be the point in slowing me down. we go as fast as we want, I’ve had people try to heckle me in various areas, it only got me angry and get me to work harder. I’m thick skulled like that
@telgega and even if it was the case, even if they were unable to slow you down, what would be the point ascending if millions of other people ascended as high as you? Ascension would simply have no more merit and purpose. If there are millions of kings then I have no interest becoming a king anymore.
I don’t see that as the point. to me ascension is a personal thing, it’s not uncool because everyone does it. I never stopped being goth because it went through a “all the rage” phase. it’s who i am, as a individual.
The point, to me, is to ascend to -my- goals. pursue -my- desires and achieve -my- aspirations. Think of it like this, do you have any desire to slow me down or stop me? has anyone on this forum expressed a desire to do so? I haven’t seen it
In fact I’ve seen quite the opposite, in requards to how people have acted. Now it might be the opposite on fundamental “luv and lick ur nuts” RHP fourms. but if those guys spend so much time telling you what your ‘can’t’ do they will never get anywhere to stop me at all.
I’ve repeatedly destroyed the notion that I need anyone’s permission to see/scan or heal them. I don’t need a picture, a name. I don’t even need anyone to ask. that right there is a break through the wall of limits to my ascension. people can only hold me back if -I- allow them to
@telgega no-one may have tried to stop you so far because you’re currently not a threat to them. But trust me it isn’t the case of everyone. Far from it. I know some people on this forum who’ve undergone very serious attacks due to ascending. This tends to stir jealousy and rivalry. Everyone wants to be the God, that’s how most people define ascension.
Right… if everyone would be a god, we would have to create weapons to kill even gods,
because our mundane insanity could just expand and get even more twisted.
Then you wouldn’t become a king, but just progress on your way.
~Things like “rising to godhood” could become a part of our life, just as puberty.
I agree with you :3
But still, i would love to have a physical mentor, to kick me ass and to become kinky with XD

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#THIS, is brutal 

SERIOUSLY, it took weeks -and porn, to get this out of my head!
~I can’t lust for -uhm, i mean invoke a goddess if i can’t stop thinking of my balls and testicles being liquefied. … 
The whole ‘if everyone is a winner, there are no winners’ and ‘you can’t have winners without losers’ mindset makes me grumble a little, but that’s just me. Does everything in life have to be about competition and jockeying for position and status? Can’t we do stuff without trying to create a hierarchy of betters and lessers? Why does progress and/or mastery have to be dependent somehow on having bested or beaten someone else? Should we live our lives worrying about how we rank, or how petty people will respond?
On the question of coming out or staying hidden, I would probably vote for hidden too. Being public may only gain you admirers (fun until they started to demand too much) and shame-peddlers who would wish to destroy, discredit, or sway you. I would say only be public with your good friends. Those who are understanding and were with you from before you were “special”.
It depends what having your real identity revealed could do to you. Does the pro of helping people worldwide out weigh the con of maybe having people know who you truly are?
Or you could do what Daft Punk, Sia, The Gorrillaz, etc do. They are famous and the masses know of them, but few know their real names or faces. They get their fame and their platform, but they also maintain their privacy.
That’s what I do
Hey!
~And how was it to cum all over the masses?
… (°////°) uhm…ooops. You know what i mean, right?
Don’t make me punch you in the nuts
Xp
Have you been coming out to some newspaper/blog, or not?
Nope…keep my shit secret
Sometimes it’s advantageous to stay quiet about your practices, to avoid unnecessary drama. Sometimes it’s advantageous to be open without revealing too much, to give yourself a dark mystique. If you decide on a definite “come out” or “stay in the closet,” that kind of finality takes away the flexibility that allows you opportunities. That’s just my preference though. I prefer a little machiavellianism when dealing with people. But I’m a black magician living in Chicago so it kinda makes sense 