@anon59886753 building relationships with entities works, they’ll often aid in times of need, especially when youre new to the practice, or if youre in over your head. It is dependant upon the entity, and the situation in question. Sometimes, if you pick a battle, it’ll be yours. I think it has more to do with your current level of ability at the time.
My roommate practices like I do. With help from Archangel Michael, we exorcised an entity that’d been causing us trouble. The entity was left dead, or very close to it.
Because of events… (TL;DR Lucifer is very good at creating trials that are tests on multiple levels), the entity was back and naturally seeking vengeance. We found via some info gathering, it was raising energy and gathering as many lesser spirits as it could to help mess us up.
Didnt feel like waiting, so i chanted “ARKHYDUS-BIIITCH” Until we felt it coming. It accepted the challenge and had a bunch of lesser things in tow. It accepted the fight and didnt waste time.
The first thing I noticed was it felt like wind pushing all around my head. Crown chakra is normally where any attack is felt for me. Felt a little loss of energy but nothing unexpected. I didnt have time for invocation or anything extravagant, i simply said ‘fuck you’.
Closed my eyes, and felt the hostile intent that i had. In my mind, and occasionally out loud, I’d say ‘fuck you’, over and over. Focussed on feeling the hate(this was somewhat personal) and rage completely fill me, blocking me from attack, and then radiating it outwards.
Kinda like when youre mad and you want another person in the room to know youre mad without you saying anything. Radiate the aggression, and then focus it in on the entity’s location. I relied on instinct, and just shot wherever I thought it’d be, which was directly in front of me. When i knew it was hurt, i kept that same focussed hostility and upped the intensity. I was sweating and shaking, imagining the energy turning from fire to crushing pressure to just imagining myself swinging on the bastard.
I could have had better effect if I’d had focussed on one instead of continually switching, i was instead just keeping the aggression going. Eventually my roommate told me to stop, and just end it. I didnt know how to effectively ‘kill’ it, so i kept on for a while longer. It begged for aid from the lower spirits around the yard, but none came. It even begged to every higher being it could, but none came.
I asked one of my companion spirits to finish it, and she did.
So the focussed intent to harm, will harm if projected properly. I think i was too caught up on ‘fuck you’ instead of switching the main intent from harm to kill as i should have to finish the job.