Alright, I had to do this. I have finally realized I’m a fool. I’ve probably gotten myself in a huge rumble. I don’t know if im being tricked but my intuition tells me its the real deal. I stood before Azazel and Belial. I had done things lately on a whim and obviously that is stupid on my part.
I was told that the pact i made was final and that i will have to get get that there are many lessons to be learned through this “trial through fire”
I keep feeling like things I read are aimed at me or at least at the me that is there.
Even the television seems to be telling me things. I want to learn the lessons 100% but i also want to be sure my mind isn’t playing tricks on me. This shift has made realize my own ugliness for lack of better words. is it normal to go through a trial by fire in this path? Can someone ask Belial what they think of this situation?
I genuinely want to better myself so i can bring value to the world and as of rn i feel im at the worthless stage. Obviously I can’t let myself sink or “die”. Does anyone have any advice.