This girl has strung me along for a bit, there are several months of backstory here, and I finally got it up to just cutting contact. I did really well at it for two or three weeks, to just get my head straight and focus on my own life. I was content in my mind with no longer wanting her and was honestly fine with the idea of never talking to her again.
But she came back around, and so did my feelings.
I don’t know why, but I can’t shake my feelings toward her and I am currently torn between letting the heart have what it wants, and mercilessly cutting her out.
She appears to be showing progress in herself, her stability mentally and emotionally. The cards make it out to seem as though she’s figured out what she wants too. I will attach this morning’s tarot spread.
The energy appears to be facilitating a reconciliation or a new beginning for our friendship, and so I reached out after she has made a few attempts to meet up or start a conversation, and we now have dinner plans.
I’m just not sure if I’m doing what’s right. My heart says yes but my brain says she needs to make some shifts to be right for me, and her progress needs to be visible. Otherwise I’m just going to end up hurt.
The spread was simple.
What does she want from me? Ace of pents clarified by The Chariot
How do I best protect my energy and my heart? Wheel of Fortune clarified by The Emperor
Overall energy is Justice and also on bottom of the deck we have The Lovers.
I guess I just want some input from the community. Feelings and relationships have never been my strong suit.