This shit was pretty Weird. I entered my astral temple just going to my throne sitting on it. and seeing that I was Lilith my first reaction was just opening my eyes. second time I entered as my magical self. visualizing it’s body and again going to the throne. she was sitting on it I sat on the throne facing trough her and I was Lilith again. standing up out of the throne seeing the most pissed and disappointed look from her. And I left just thinking why she would test me this way. and I thought I was being scared to offend her. that’s why she logically would test me. I entered again as myself entered the room she was sitting on the throne. I said hail mother Lilith she put her hand out and I sat watching trough her eyes. after that the fear of offending her was gone I feel at peace.
It’s really something to experience this I still don’t know what to feel about it
I also bought books about Lilith to learn more about her