hi there! i been into magick for a while but i am very much a begginer… i was friends with robert bruce before he passed. (still am! ) i was always facinated with his stories.
my question is pretty simple… can i open up all ablilities simply by meditation only??
i read franz bardons work and i love it but it gives me a headache. im incredibly right brained and i struggle with intilectual stuff. i also have parkinsons disease so anything like yoga is tough… its hard for me to stand and i use a cane daily. in IIH i often feel like i will get horrible karma if i basically do anything wrong… i love the book but literally when i read it i get the impression if i am not snow white at all times then god will take away my abilities xD also… i cant for the life of me wrap my ahead around some of the exercises and i dont know why. that being said its a beautiful book but it feels way to conplicated right now.
i tried the complete works of EA and its great but i felt like it doesnt introduce me to magick its almost like i felt like the book is for people who are already way deep into it.
this led me to conner kendalls book the black magicians handbook. i loved this! it was just what i needed but because of my past im not entirely into evocation right now.
i love all of these books but i cant seem to understand deeper stuff in the occult.
i have had spontanious obes before. i have had spontanious visions before… and even some clairaudience. but nothing to spectacular. its been hard because of my health but now i think im ready.
my question is can i reach step 10 in bardons book IIH just by meditation alone??
is magick really really complex or does it all come down to just quieting the mind and things build from there?? the elements fascinate me but i know people that have no clue how the elements work and they can set things on fire. simple pyrokenisis stuff… and they dont know anything of the elements they just say " they get in that space " theta state… etc.
also is energy work needed??? or do these things open up with meditation kinda naturally? i have watched bhuddist monks talk about teleportation but when they are asked about it they dont say anything… so it leaves me in the dark.
honestly clairvoyance, clairaudience, etc and mental travel are my goals.
im just wondering if im thinking too much. i feel like i been blocked because i have read so many systems now.
so… can all of this… be done and achieved simply by mastering meditation??
id appreciate the help so much i feel kind of stuck learning about all these kinds of magick. i also have heard of tom campbell where he says anything in magic can be done sinply by getting into point consciousness and holding it. i assume thats the theta state?
thanks everybody