Recently I’ve been very attracted to the idea of speaking to Belial about how I’m progressing or not progressing about the things, habits etc that I want to change, what I do is (Only did this a couple of times) I stare at his sigil and when I feel like he’s there with me I kinda tell him what I did and didn’t do and I don’t really ask for his help everytime because he will help either way if tell him what I’m going through (correct me if I’m wrong I’m just assuming). So I’m thinking of doing this everyday but just with him, He has always granted what I asked and I feel like if I do this I’ll be doing outstanding in the near future.
So how do I proceed with this should I like ask him to be my mentor or just keep doing what I’m doing?
You can but for something like this, i would offer him a sacrifice as payment. Like an addiction or bad habbit you’re trying to break as he hates addictions and bad habits.
I just sacrificed to him my porn addiction the other day out of desperation that I was possibly facing with the law and it seems l, he, alone with Barrashukushu came through for me.
Yes, that makes sense. The sacrifice of weakness and addiction is worth more than the abundant offering of one’s own blood.
Man is a generator and transmitter of energy. The cleanliness of the vessel determines how intensively the energy can be poured and used.
People simply cannot understand what God has to say because of weakness and addictions.
Call it the hand of God or divine providence.
Belial or any other God can do almost nothing on his own in magican life.
This is what most people don’t understand. Mentorship is a good word.
Yes I think this is a very good approach, I also have a porn addiction and to be honest it’s pretty hard to give up too, I think I’ll quit it, it’d be the best offering.
Just don’t go to extremes. It’s not about cleanliness itself. Just about replacing bad habits with good ones. Purity is not about being like a white empty vessel, but about being filled with good things.
Otherwise, you will mindlessly go from one extreme to another, gaining nothing. Don’t pollute your mind with the talk of religious idiots and other gurus.
Celibacy is certainly the worst thing you could do and is itself a starting point for addiction.
There is nothing sacred about it. This is the invention of mentally ill religious fanatics.
Even God Indra knows as God of Humanity (YHWH) have wife and many concubines according to vedic text and experience of Magicans.
Belial is not celibate although he is considered an ascetic.
Please never believe in nonsense in people who claim to know the way to heaven but have never seen it with their own eyes.
In my opinion, loneliness is the main cause of pornography addiction, but it is all a destructive cycle of addiction and lack of will.
Understood, not going to do anything extreme but giving up a vice is always a good thing in my opinion, and I want to do it for myself, and if I commit to it, I’ll see it as a form of self respect.
The way he had me do it was visualizing my addiction taking form and have me beating the shit out of it. Let your imagination run wild as you beat the addiction out of you. Also, if you choose to make your mentorship from him a blood pact. I would add certain stipulations that will prevent you not just from looking at porn but from jacking off to it as well, but make sure it’s versed well and the stipulations are ones you can hold up to.