I did the Gatekeepers Hypnosis File and I got flooded with the knowledge I’ve asked for…
I will never speak nor write about what that is, but I found it so terrifying that I could only shake and sob. Has anyone experienced similar symptoms when receiving gnosis?
Yes. Sometimes it breaks you.
Yes.
But this feeling is temporary, and you must now take the reigns and wield this gnosis you’ve gained.
Congratulations, by the way!
Thanks! After 2 hours of sleep (in 2 parts after more than 24 hours of insomnia) I calmed down a little and more collected, but it feels like some kind of a poison in my system which can never be removed… “Once known, cannot be unknown” huh…
Yes. You can’t exactly move away from the knowledge you’ve received. You can pretend “Aight, I didn’t hear that” but you won’t believe it yourself. It will get better, I promise.
You are quite welcome and yes, you’re learning the truth step by step about the reality you live in. It takes a lot of adjustment, but do not fear it.
I certainly hope so - I mean there’s no other way but forward and playing dumb or not being extremely honest with myself is what I hate the most.
Yeah, it does make a lot of sense - as the Mandalorians say “This is the Way!” lol
My past life gnosis was pretty rough but I recovered. Spiritually sometimes it can be a bit overwhelming but the deities I work with work at my pace.
You’ll be good 
Thank you! 
Yep. My last gnosis wore at me for months and even made me want to abandon my practice. I got through it, and so can you. 