For ages I’ve been dealing with a number of problems that I have called curses, rather than bad luck, because of their very pointed nature, and that seem to have come from beyond rather than from people, because I’ve been avoiding human contact since I was a teen. so I figure the odds are extremely low that someone on earth is behind all this.
Random examples:
-Certain days of the years always getting ruined in the same way(s). Odd ways. Year after year.
-Violence or equivalently nasty “life” stuff being visited upon me if I ever get into a good mood, as opposed to living in peace and quiet as long as I stay in a poor mood.
-My favorite bicycle always catastrophically breaking right after I fix it.
That last one seems dumb but deserves mention because I fixed it one more time the night before the 10th anniversary of when this problem started, then I hid it under the deck. When I retrieved it next day I found its solid steel headset had been ripped open. That was not caused by a person. No one was here.
There are many, many others. In all cases they are not things I accidentally manifested, they started on their own and I only noticed their patterns after some time.
Opinions? Insights? How is this stuff happening?