I’m back with another question. I was offline reading on here about incubus/sucubus, and I read about cambions, that’s like a hybrid? I’ve always been fascinated with them inc/suc. Mostly because I used to have a lot of sleep paralysis experiences as a young teen. I also had a near death experience around the same time and was in a coma for about 4 days. I can remember as a young woman mastrubating and thinking about “spirits” joining me. Slightly embarrassing. This was before I ever had sex or read anything about occulted knowledge and never practised anything, besides using a pendulum in the school yard with some friends for fun. Bear with me I’m getting to my point I’ve had 3 serious long term relationships in my life and all 3 developed serious mental illness during our relationship. 2 eventually got a schizophrenia diagnose and one has a delusional disorder for sure without a single doubt but no official diagnosis, people with non bizarre delusional disorder often don’t seek or get help, unfortunately. I also as a young girl used to be followed a lot by men, like stalked home or they would say really inappropriate things to me. Really scary. Im attractive but not really more than others. I wouldnt dress sexy at all. Just a normal girl. One of my exes even once called me a sucubus and a psychic vampire. Ive suffered a lot during these relationships, its hard seeing someone you love just wither away… and I HATE the thought of being the cause. I was reading on here today because I was interested in establishing contact with a incubus, not at all sexually motivated but more for companionship as I’m at a pretty low point in my life. It’s not that I can’t “get a man” its just not at all where my head is at. I’m usually very sexual but I’m not feeling it lately, I need something more. I read that those that are hybrids often seek them out as spiritual teachers etc. Anyway long story short, could I be one of those hybrids? As I seem to cause mental illness in my partners and sucubuses feed on energy? And all the other things I’ve told. I hope someone can give me a serious answer if it’s a possibility or not and what can I do with/about it? Thank you so much for your time.