Last night, I formally rejected my baptismal vows (I was baptized Catholic) in a ritual to devote myself more fully to the path of the occult. I renewed and strengthened my commitment to Lord Lucifer and to the spirits that have guided and assisted me thus far. Today, I felt worse than I have in months. Almost none of the things that I passed my leisure time with made me feel good anymore. I’m restless, unhappy, and listless. I have struggled with depression before I found the occult, and the symptoms of that were similar to what I feel now. I was worried that being back to school was causing me to relapse. But during my meditation, I had a revelation.
The things that I was doing for enjoyment were cheap and unhealthy. Bingeing YouTube videos. Watching pornography. Gaming. Vaping during all of it. Things that are acceptable in moderation were weighing me down because they had become the things that I put first in my life. It’s unacceptable. Lucifer once told me that to ascend, I would need to burn myself away. At the time, I thought he meant that I would have to smother the voices in my head and beat my depression and suicidal thoughts. But today made me realize the extent to which my life needs burning. Through my rejection of my vows and my commitment to Lucifer, I have been placed by him on the path I need to be on. It’s going to hurt. But it will be worth it. Hail Lucifer.
-Seeker
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I’m glad that you didn’t start running the moment things began to go topsy turvy. I’m glad for your commitment to your path.
The Catholic priests will say that there is no way to undo your Baptism, they say that the power of Yahweh is too strong for any power to take it away. Well fuck them all! Let it be known that THEY ARE WRONG!
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My dear friend, could you share information on how to remove baptism?
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Let me preface this by saying that this was not a magickal act meant to remove the spiritual chains of a God with any real power over me. I do not believe that such a God exists, making my forced baptism as an infant meaningless to me. Rather, this was a ritual I did, dedicated to Lucifer, in which I rejected the attempt of a false church to control my thinking and actions. I pledged my full support and loyalty to Lucifer and formally rejected any remaining ties I had to my old religion.
In the Catholic Church, renewal of vows happens in a ceremony where a priest asks the congregation bullshit like “do you reject satan and all his works” “do you believe in Jesus Christ the only son of God” and so on. The congregation replies “I do” after every question. I simply did the opposite of this. Over a sigil of Lucifer, I played a video of someone reading the questions. After every one, I pushed my energy into the sigil, proclaiming “I do not!” At the end of the ritual, I invited Lucifer into my life and expressed a desire for a renewed relationship with him.
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Carefull, Ahura Mazda doesn´t like when people escape his little vows. Did it myself and the only thing I got in return was curses. Didn´t appreciate that at all.
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Moral of the story, don’t break vows. Unless you have the firepower to protect yourself.
Kinda yeah, i have to give thanks to necromancy because without it I would have been fucked.
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I appreciate the warning. I’m reasonably confident in my own power, and since this ritual was to honor Lucifer, I’d like to think he’d be willing to lend his support if anything nasty came my way as a result of it.
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