Someone on here scanned me a while back and got the word indigo in part of it and I neither of us had any clue why indigo. Well every time I focus on my ajna chakra its a kaleidoscoping rainbow beacon. Not indigo which everything Ive come across says it’s violet. But I realized something today- I CAN’T VISUALIZE INDIGO!!!
It does not exist in my brain. Every fuckin color under the sun I can visualize except indigo and barely violet/purple. Now that’s insane and makes no sense cause purple/violet is my favorite color so how the hell can I barely visualize it?
So, I’m like “fuck me how the hell can I fix something I can’t see. If I can’t fix and open my 3rd eye I’m fucked spiritually AND astrally?” Mr Barry white 100x deeper demon voice starts chuckling and says “you weren’t born with a 3rd eye like even one else yours is extremely rare. WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU “FIX” WHAT ISN’T BROKEN!!!(laughs hysterically) DAMN HUMANS ALWAYS THINKING THE OBVIOUS UNDER PRESSURE AND NEVER OUTSIDE THE BOX.(he gets all fatherly toned) think of your “broken” chakra as a gift from the universe it was put there for a reason. Why do you think we’ve been around all your life and you could see us without meditation or focus? Us, angels, spirits, vamps, everything that goes bump in the day and night both heavenly and hellish. When you were a child you heard the hidden messages and lies in the churches prayer. Remember your dizzy spells, fits of rage and blackouts? Coincidence? FUCK NO! You can see the hidden and what’s true and so much more. This part of your ascension is your part to “fix”. Figure it out I’ll be waiting.”
WTF!!! THIS IS SO FUCKIN AGGRAVATING THIS NO STRAIGHT ANSWER BULLSHIT!!!
So…now what do I do with dazzling unicorn shit twirling in my brain/mind?