Please change category if needed.
On Monday I had a sort of silent panic attack. I then snapped at my family. It’s spring break and I have no job, no school, and where as many would call it paradise I call it hell cause I’m all alone.
I don’t feel like hurting myself or others but I feel like I’m fading. I’m in a state of purgatory due to moving in the summer. I’m anxious for growth and moving forward. But it’s like my life is all about fear and anxiety.
I’ve been told belial can help me with shadow work. I have chants of belial beside me. Should I work the pathworkings or wait till I feel more stable.