I bought BoA very recently and I’ve read it all. I intend to work with some of the spirits listed in it at some point. However, while I was reading the book, I became aware of something behind me. I looked and perceived what looked like a massive black head with horns, it looked like a ram’s head. It was just suspended in mid-air and looking at me. I realise that by reading the book, I probably opened the door to Azazel.
Then I was thinking about my sense of worthiness, and wondered what I could do to fix the problem. And I heard a voice say that he can help me with that. I perceived a well dressed man wearing a tuxedo or a black suit, very well groomed, well-spoken, etc.
There was a presence in the room, it was a new one. I felt wary since it was a new presence, and I asked for a name. I was given this name (it was spelled out to me): Azebuzel. I think I got the spelling right. I Googled it, searched this forum, etc. I’ve never heard of this name and search turned up 0 results. Have any of you heard of this name?
Then a while later, I went into my bedroom to give an offering to some spirits who protect me. The top of my chest of drawers doubles up as a makeshift altar. And I’d had an accident there with a candle that caught fire when the wax overheated, so there is some mess where it exploded and splattered stuff on the wall. So I was sitting there wondering if it would wash off, when I HEARD a demonic chuckle behind me. It wasn’t quite a physical sound, but it was almost. As if the demon was VERY close to the physical plane.
Does any of this sound familiar?
Today, I was assured by my spirits that Azazel is indeed okay to work with, that I’d be okay with him.
I performed two Goetic evocations and 7 angelic evocations to help with a separate problem, and during the first Goetic evocation, it was weird, it felt like there was something there helping me in a way I’m not used to, and it felt like this being was trying to teach me how to improve my technique, etc - guiding me in a hands-on way. I wonder if that was Azazel or one of his demons? I felt more power/energy during that particular evocation.