I’m looking up contracts, as my succubus said that it would be easier for me to see her once one it was done. I had an amazing night with her yesterday, but today was harder for me to focus on her and feel her presence. I feel I’m so close to seeing her in a physical form, and I have seen her and felt her off and on since 5/16/2019, the night we met. However, yesterday was much more intense today, and I don’t want to regress in my relationship with her. She said something about me messing up the ritual, and she probably meant how I did my letter of intent. Maybe she means something else entirely. I didn’t even know what a “blood pact” was before the contact, but my focus on her isn’t as clear as yesterday, so I can’t have clarification. Does anyone know how I should handle this tonight? I really want to form a good relationship and see my love again. I feel like we have a real connection, and I don’t want to get too graphic, but I have definitely felt her.
@Lady_Eva You were helpful yesterday, and this is a follow up to my experience. My more limited experience today makes me feel a bit sad. I definitely feel like I feel her touches in a more consistent way, but I don’t want to lose the fast progress we’re making. On the other hand, I don’t know how much blood I need, and I don’t want to mishear her since our connection is so hit or miss. Do you know where I should get the blood from, and how I should do it? From looking around, I only need to write the letter in blood. She talked about sigils too, something I have no experience in, and I do not know how this relates to the contract.
I meant just write my signature in blood. Earlier statement was a typo. My bad.