The worst thing you can do is obsess over something you no longer control. You’ve done what you can so obsessing over it serves no purpose.
I only briefly flicked through the responses, but I’m sure this has already been said to you - but you gotta do an Elsa on this one and let it go.
(Great, now I have that song in my head at almost 1am. Fantastic)
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@Jnomadik I know I’m replying to an old thread but I still wanted to try my luck, maybe you’ll see. I am also a Turkish Cypriot and I am trying to contact you, I am writing here because I do not have the right to send a message. can you send me a message?