I evoked and made a pact with Belial yesterday. It has been the best decision I have made in a long, long time. I still feel the overwhelming pressure of his presence, and I kinda like it.
I was apprehensively excited as I prepared the ritual area. My mind was occupied with thoughts of what his test might be. I read in several places that Belial can be very harsh and likes to test the ones who call him. I was preparing for Belial to get in my face and scream/threaten me with pain and death. Instead after he appeared and calmly spoke words that shook my very being. He told me that If I walk down this path with him as my guide I could kiss my humanity away. I would have less and less in common with those around me. " walking the pathways of the gods is a lonely road, once started you can never go back. Now, are you SURE that this is what you want?" I think it was how calm and sure of what he said that shook me the most.
Though I had known that this was serious before I started the evocation, Belial’s words drove it home for me. Now Belial is around me at all times teaching and challenging me. This is how it is going to be for the remainder of our pact. Hell, I guess what I am trying to say is pacts are amazing but intense, don’t get into one unless you are ready to have a demon around you including 24/7.
I am sure that many of you already know this…