I just had a rapid detox done methadone, I was out for 8 hours today and still zerrowI figured clean I would sense see entities her the entities much much better, this has not been the case it’s was harder just meditating is hell like I have to get stoned to even calm down,
However I have been opiate clean for 10 days! Longest in my whole life. Hew will I start getting my senses back and what exercises to do to get back into it, I was thinking
(I’m 33) so I figured at least 33 mins of meditation a day, I would do yoga before meditation. (Anyone have some good meditation form.
Also I’m going to starts scrying again daily and sitting in an ancient graveyard when I can just to feel the death essence.
I evoked Azazel when I got home first time with no manifest I didn’t even
Feel his presence which I always get plus I can always talking into my head it’s not an inner voice it’s an external one. So anyway I’m bummed from being opiate clean yet and loosing
The gifts that I accumulated.
Veterans please give a nudge here it feels as if my soul mind and body is just out. Possible from the I was thinking my spirituality would be catapulted in the dark ands light but