That’s a great idea!
Thank you 
I can relate to that, that’s on my mind as well.
Have you tried this?
Tutorial: Petition Spells
That might be a good and safe way to try out something new. Or draw the sigil of the demon you’d like to work with and try to connect with that? There’s an artical by the founder of this site too. I can’t seem to link it, but I’ll look it up and tag you.
Please do keep us updated, if you’d like