Don’t be nervous! We might be big bad sorcerers but we’re all secretly softies at heart. It doesn’t get more open and accepting than this 
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Great video! Thank you for sharing, also I noticed the flicker too.
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Kinda makes me wanna start my own YouTube now honestly
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Trying to figure out why and what the orb is. I was in my temple. But I was also sitting in a rocking chair that’s over 100 years old. So, I’m not sure about its appearance.
Or was it Azazel, encouraging me?
So many questions .
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From my many years with Azazel himself, he does appear as soon as lust is brought up and this kind of flicker does feel connected to him, can’t put my finger on it.
But he does definitely be present.
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It would make sense to be him. Considering he was the one who I was in that relationship with. So, I think he would show up when I talk about something that was such a big part of us.
He also knew if paranormal activity popped up I wouldn’t be able to resist showing it. Oh, he’s being clever haha!! 
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Good to finally “meet” you via video, I thought I felt his presence for sure, really cool! 
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So cool! Thank you!
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I really enjoyed the video. You have such a calm presence and a sweet voice. I hope you make more videos.
If you were to put bdsm on a spectrum would you put master and slave on either end as extremes?Sub and dom after that? Or is it more complicated than that?
The reason I asked is Azazel approached me about having a bdsm type relationship. He said it would help me understand the divine feminine and masculine better. He says im too stubborn with men and I need to learn how to be flexible and being a submissive would help me. But I need to do my research and make sure this seriously because it is a big commitment.
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Yeah best to “define” what’s in BDSM, otherwise it could get real weird, dangerous or unsatisfying fast.
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Yes Azazel is right it is a big thing to commit too.
It would also really depend. If your looking at the D/s part of bdsm then yes Master/sub or slave.
But BDSM has so many dynamics and types of relationships. There are Daddy Doms and baby girl relationships. And you can also dive into the whole sadist machoist parts of bdsm and some just enjoy the bondage.
Personally, I lean to the Master/slave dynamic. Theyes nothing like hitting subspace when your Master has just pushed you over a limit. 
You also have one who enjoy the scene of BDSM but for whatever reason don’t want/need a relationship so in that case they generally meet up and are more of a Top/bottom senario.
one is the Top acting much like a dom and the other bottom who acts as the submissive.
There are also Switches. Which is someone who can go from being Dom to sub and vice vera.
So it’s really hard to put things ato one end or the other because there are so many aspects.
I once new a Mistress who hado a sub but she also had a Master.
And some dogs are poly. And more than one sub.
So it’s really more about you and your partnEricsson and what works best for you. Some times that means experiment until you find the right fit for you.
I hope this helps. If you have anymore questions feel free to ask
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He asked me “Do you want a new leash”. Those were his exact words. He gave an example of what our relationship would be like.
I was wearing a leather harness and I tried to speak but couldnt. He said I needed to learn when to speak and when not to.I couldn’t see him he made himself invisible. He said I would have learn to see and it would improve my astral sight in time. He said this first time he would let me feel from both his point of view and my own so I could understand the relationship dynamics.
To him I was more beautiful than he had ever seen me being restrained. My skin was glowing, my hair shining and falling to my shoulders. He was pleased. I struggled against the harness and and moved my tongue to try to speak.I strained my eyes to try to see. He was dispeased.
He told me that I would be punished for not listening. I started feeling sensations of being cut, whipped,bound and paddled but I felt no sadism behind it.It was haoening in my mind but I could feel it in my real body as well. It stung and after a while it felt sweet somehow? Although I couldn’t see with my eyes I could feel him licking me. When it cut to his POV I expected to sense the taste of blood I felt his hands wet and sticky.Honey was dripping from the cuts instead of blood.
Afterwards he returned my senses to me and we talked about the scene. Does this fit any relationship that sounds familiar to anyone? Maybe based on his behaviour and mine?
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Sounds like Azazel.
He used to drop me into the lake of fire and listen to me scream.
But I always emerged looking better and more submissive. Than before.
Pay attention to the scenes because even when you think it’s just a kink session there is usually a lesson in there. Sometimes I wouldn’t realize what it was until months later.
It’s sounds a lot like Azazel and his type of stuff.
I even had a collar I that I had to wear while doing any magick.
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So your into Fire Play?
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I’m into what ever when ever haha!! Fire is my element.
Actually I love blade play…but hard to find anyone else that is.
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What did the lake look like? The one he threw me in was blue flame. It felt like acid.
If a submissive has a situation worked out where they have two doms do they have a seperate collar for each dom?
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I was submissive to Azazel and Lucifuge . I didn’t have two collars …but that would depend more on the individual relationships. Lucifuge was a pretry laid back Dom believe it or not. And he didn’t seem to want that sort of stuff.
Azazel like being more hard core.
So as far as collars go that would depend on the ones involved.
Oh and the lake was more like hot lava . Reds and yellows I always emerged with beautiful strawberry blonde hair.
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It just floats our boat 
Submission is a gift 
I enjoy serving and knowing I’m being pleasing. Nothing is better than kneeling at your Masters feet.
But it’s only given when deserved and earned. A submissive does not equal doormat.
If you can’t make her feel like she’s your princess, you don’t deserve to make her feel like your slut.
But for real it’s just something some of us crave and need. I think mine comes from having parents that were never around. I crave the structure and disipline. Someone actually giving a fuck about what I’m doing and showing me attention. Things I never got.
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Funny you should mention treating her like a Princess. I was singing a repetitive song to Beleth the other day out loud in public about “Fucking her in the Ass” and not one lady that walked by gave me Heck, but was actually smiling at me. Then later on when I wasn’t singing, alot of females I knew and didn’t know seemed much warmer generally to me. Lol, yes female spirits should be treated well with special offerings.
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