Probably because you just put faith into it and you focused and grounded yourself. The lbrp is not for exorcisms, banishing, and it’s not for magickal protection. The angels aren’t even commanded to do anything.
So I can still feel Beelzebubs presence still as my dreams are the biggest giveaway and something very strange happened yesterday making my dreams very significant.
I kept a dream journal from when I first invoked him which goes something like this:
First invocation - very dark demonic energy I was swaying and could not see straight was chanting languages I’am not familiar with.
Later I fell asleep, started lucid dreaming and met him in human form (he looked like American Psycho actor at first). His present was not threatening. He then appeared as a boy I know named Luke (he is gay) and mentioned something about getting a strap on which I laughed and said no way.
He then tested me and said u do realise what you are doing is satanic and I said my spiritual awakening wasn’t intentional. He then said what were you about to say?? (As if a thought had entered my mind which he did not like but I can’t remember what that thought was) pinned me down to the floor and started pressing something painful into me, he then turned into this serpent woman (like from x men). A man entered the room, from other peoples descriptions is was perhaps Mot? I then said I want to be cast into the lake of fire which I felt I had no control in saying and I then woke up.
Second dream
I am in prison, potentially made a deal with one of the demonic inmates which I do not recall. All I remember is shaking his hand. The prison officer comes in and says maybe we can let this one out early for good behaviour (after I just punched the fuck out of the other guy). Decided that my sentence would be reduced from 6 years to 4 years don’t remember much else and then I woke up.
Third night
I’m on house arrest and I have a tag on my ankle. The house is a mansion. My parents are in the house with me, I keep locking all the doors and windows trying to keep something out. My mum then goes outside without my say so and I immediately drag her back, and for some reason wash my hands with bleach after…
So, yesterday I meet a guy who has just come out of prison. The guy was very on edge, cars would drive by and he would think they were about to get him. I ask him why he was in prison and he said fraud he got six years. After talking to him some more he then goes on to say how he only served 4 years instead of the 6. (Notice the synchronicities in my dream.) He then talks about his wife and how they are fighting for their children who are in care and then he says if his wife comes tell him she’s wearing a blue dress. Anyway she literally appears out of no where, and when she leave to go the shop he says I don’t love her anymore I feel trapped. “You’ve gotta believe me” he kept repeating again and again, which I kept responding I do believe you don’t worry. Anyway he goes to shake my hand and when we touch each others hands I feel a a huge ripple in the universe my whole body electric, the only feeling this came close to was when I first awakened my spirit. I have no idea what this means but it is a big phenomenon for sure.