21 Dec 21 Day 2 (med 39)
72 min trance/listening
Performed LBRP. Felt chargedish after/slightly different. Had Lilith’s sigil out. Could feel something from it and could also hear what sounded like wind or breathing on the edge of hearing (this is new!). Meditated with eyes closed on expanding senses. The darkness changed in my mind and rippled slowly like it was a black curtain or dark pool of water(also new!). Felt my nose itch, which seems to happen when something is near. Asked if someone was there, no response. Asked their name, then apologized for being rude and gave mine, no response. went back to trying to sense my surroundings and felt pleasurable energy wash over me. Felt i was taking too much and stopped, energy stopped as well. Asked again if anyone was there and had a message for me. The candle popped, but the pop seemed to extend over a few seconds and I heard a voice in it say something i couldn’t make out.(newnewnew!) Thanked for the response and asked if they could speak again, but heard nothing. Thanked Lilith and all involved for help in expanding my senses/abilities and opened eyes. My vision was different as everything seemed more intense/focused. Lasted a few minutes. Lost time again as it felt like 20 minutes, but was over an hour. Will prob search forum about it. Something has definitely changed 