Hello! So, 1 month ago and a half or something similar to that time frame I decided to evoke again Bael and see what he’ll say to me (I evoked Him in the past multiple times, I gave offerings to Him, etc.), ask Him things, ask for His help, etc.
It was night, as always it was difficult for me to sleep and I was spending my time at the pc.
I was bored and I decided to take the sigil of Bael from the place I put it the last time. I meditated a little then I fell into a deep altered state of mind, I opened Bael’s sigil.
As I was opening his sigil and even after I opened His sigil I was chanting different incantations/conjurations. (it were 4-5 different chants/conjurations that I used) I was into a deep altered state, a monotonous one (typical for evocations), the presence of the entity was solidyfing and becoming stronger as I was chanting over and over.
At some points I was interrupted by a mental voice but I didn’t took it too serious and I started to chant more and deepen my state of mind even more.
After some minutes I started to adress to the entity, talked to Him, He said some things. (He repeated a sentence over and over, in that way He underlined what I was supposed to do and made it even more clear)
At a point, in which I was feeling the etheric pressure around my ears as I was having a dialogue with Bael and I was feeling as I was into another world, I got interrupted by my father… I waited for 5-10 mins or so and I started again, tried to meditate a little than deepen my state of mind and tried again to re-establish the contact/communication that took place.
I was sensing much faster the atmosphere changing, told Bael that I was sorry for that and said more things. (I can’t really remember what) In the previous discussion that I had (before I got interrupted) I told Bael that I will give some offerings to Him at a given point. (I didn’t know when )
After I had the 2nd discussion I went to bed. (I was thinking about the idea of having and establishing some sexual intercourse with my demons, but I gave up to that idea because I was feeling really tired)
When I got into the bed I also tried to speak to Bael (Idk if He was still there with me). I was feeling also horny and yeah… It was difficult to not jerk off, so I did that to be relieved.
As I was doing that I got interrupted by Bael, I told Him that it’s not really the right time for that and I started to think about some words a friend told me in regards about Bael and also He channelled Bael for me and got some answers.
Some words my friends told me really rang with familiarity in my mind, it was about “finding in myself that Bael”, those words rang with familiarity in my mind because it was feeling like my answers that came from Bael were coming from the depths of my soul, like it was really feeling like it was coming from within me.
So, that’s bullshit saying that when your making contact with an entity it’s manifesting and communicating with that specific individual in just an external way.
No, no, no, the manifestation happens within that specific individual and at some degrees in an external way. (I don’t know if I succed to explain that in a proper way, also English is not my main language, so yeah)
At that point, after Bael interrupted me, the idea of offering my cum to His sigil appeared into my mind out of nowhere, I then started to think again about some words my friend said and another thing it was “sigil offerings”, that rang with so much familiarity about the idea that got into my head and I also got some feeling that I should really do that. (I listened to what my internal voice is telling me to do) I then realized that it was 1000% inspired by Bael and that He told me that to do, like it was really obvious, the idea was formed into my head as a sentence and I knew for sure He told me that to do and all it was inspired by Him (I was feeling that mentally).
At that point I was like “Ok, I also promised to Bael that I’m gonna gave an offering/offerings to Him.”
I didn’t know that I will give an offering to Him, like I really didn’t plan to do that in that night. (it was around 1 am or something) I took Bael’s sigil with me and a flashlight and entered into a room (a little room that it’s a small rectangle with the dimensions: 3 meters length and 2 meters width) that was having no light sources. I took the sigil and placed it there in front of me and turned on the flashlight. (I didn’t have any candles because my mom thrown them at the thrash because she knows that sometimes I’m playing with magick, she says things like “Your calling the devils into my house !” :)) or similar things like that, she’s crazy)
I meditated a little, then entered into a deep altered state of mind, chanted again 4-5 different chants/conjurations as I was opening Bael’s sigil and after I opened His sigil and I was feeling His presence solidyfing and becoming more real.
At that point I received a mental image and there it was the symbol of the clubs cards and through that symbol I was able to see things, like a skrying mirror, I don’t really know what I really saw or I don’t really know to explain what I saw through that symbol and then I received another mental image and it was a big blue hexagram.
Then I opened my eyes, looked around and then fell into that altered state of mind again and I was seeing with my eyes closed a huge eye and then I also opened my eyes and that eye was still there with me, on the wall that was in front of me and also I was seeing some black lines to the left of the huge eye. Then I was seeing emmanating from the light of that flashlight a pair of
Those eyes appeared floating over Bael’s sigil. It was clear that He was there with me, I adressed nice with Him. (I do that with every entity, I consider them being very close to me, hehe, I think that’s a reason why I fell in love with almost every entity that I contact frequently)
Then I told Him that I’m going to give Him an offering. (I know, it wasn’t like he didn’t know, but I did that because it seemed more formal and I also thought that it would be more respectful)
At that point I began masturbating and having fantasies till I cummed over Bael’s sigil. (oh, boy and it really flown from me a high amount :)) it happened rarely for me to have such a high amount flowing from me) I then started to scatter it all over His sigil, unfortunately it was difficult for me to not taste a little from it because it looked so good and delicious. :))
A thing that I noticed it was that it had a really sweet taste, waaay more sweeter taste than the last time when I tasted my cum. Yeah, my cum usually has a really salty taste. Drinking it with a juice would be way more better .
After I finished all those things I thanked Bael for His presence and went to sleep.
The next day or so I observed the fact that a loooong time ago (when I was 6 or so I drew something on a wardrobe, I looked closer and it was a huge eye, very similar to the eye that I saw while I evoked Bael) In the drawing that I did a looong time ago that eye was emmanating something from it, like the rays of the sun.
After 2-3 minutes I went at bathroom and as I was urinating I observed with the tail of my eyes that there it was a strange model on the bathroom wooden door, it was an eye again, similar to the eye that appeared to me. I even looked fully multiple times at the pattern and the eye was still visible, wtf.
Then after 2-3 days I observed an eye appearing to me in a game cover. (the cover of the binding of isaac antibirth) Yeah, the eye was around me, watching me.
Also a friend told me that the eye it’s just a symbol to aknowledge the fact that I’m being watched by a higher force.
That’s the clubs card symbol that I saw and through which I was able to see things. (it was acting like a skrying mirror or something)
In the red circle it’s the eye that appeared to me frequently. I’d have liked to take photos of the drawing that I did while I was 6 (in which it could be seen the similarities between the eye that appeared to me) and the wood pattern of the bathroom door in which it could be seen the eye appearing, unfortunately I can’t do that because I got really angry in the last day of school and because of that I broke my phone.
Btw, also that clubs card symbol it’s linked to Bael because He is known for appearing with 3 heads. (I also saw Him in that way and with the legs of spider) The fact that He often appears with legs like the one of a spider also links Him to the fact that he’s linked to Beelzebub. (Beelzebub is associated with insects and all those things)
Soooo… Anyone saw a huge eye while evoking Bael? Or another pair of small white glowing eyes while evoking Bael?
I’m sorry for all of you if I had a bad English or if I wasted your times.
Btw, also that’s how I discovered that game cover. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bxUKUlGdWLE It’s really a good soundtrack. I should have wrote all those things the next day after all those experiences, not after more than a month have passed.