BROCKE/N TRANSFORMATION
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First of all i had to stop at my recent workplace simply being and working there.
The Work was quiet nice and allright but the relations there with people was very toxic to me and to my mental health, it was too much what my capacitys were able to handle.
It is just another think to add unto my personal death note, and anoter battery to feed me, and to also help me train my overall malediction capacitys/skills, more not, unfortunately…
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This timeperiod i initiated into tipheret and it was suprisingly very hard on me, my self image, my traumas regarding the self. Even thou one thinks its just angels and the sephiroth it suprisingly forces one to profound shadow work and healing and challenges.
In that time period and even now i am being led to work places and thinks that have to do with removing the old and dirty and destroyed thinks and clean thinks up , nearly every time . It just programs my subcouncius i think to release the actually, my old and dirty thinks and or process the dirt and making/transmuting it into a refined and or higher sate of being.
Wich is a part also of practicing occult/psychic vampirism its a part of it. Because not every energy will be clean and the more your system is trained to even process and transmute even the bad stuff , youll gain profound vampyric powers and resistance in that regards.Curses and bullshits trown at you will be at a profound level just some extras you can feed upon and gain further power .
I am speaking here only out of my own expiriences. All the novice Vampyres who are begining to feel the bad stuff and than completely stop practicing and or working on that ability and capacitys are failing in that self initiatory aspects of that path, on my opinion.
But you decide what is the best for you, at the end, ALLWAYS!
The tiphereth pathway is to be known by the tarot speaking, and un invertedly version of it to be the devil.
Before i came to tipherets sphere working i had to pass the path that conects netzach and tipheret wich is the devil un inverted.
I was faced with many temptations of old relationships, and 3 damn times…remember universe mostly works with 3 after the 3 time you didnt take the oportunity, it most likely vanishes even for the bad stuff to take action on it.
I was tried to go into one night stands/quickis/entanglements,
3 times, and it felt just wrong with the wrong people and i quiet blankly just refused to waste my essence on them.
The other think was i even got into the role of the devil myself.
I had an co worker who had many problems and i knew any help ill gift unto this individual will never come back in any shape or form, because i knew he was a snake.
So i had to make a profound deal with him. I Blankly stated .
|=If i give you the money parts of your soul belongs to me, if uncompensated freely back=| He completely understood what i just said…
He took and shook my hand than alike in a classical devil pact, and than it was aranged.
Gifted him at the end of all of his tribulations and problem solvings it came to 1800 euros.I did my part as this devil
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Funily when it all started ,when we both drove to the Moneymachine and before that happened another biger vehicle was before us and the Number shield was 666 and the advertisement on it was MY BEST FRIEND!
Just like the devil is my best friend,
18 divided 3 times is 666.
666 is known to be the number of the sun, the devil, the beast, sorath, shugal combined with choronzon(this dude failed his path- so i eat his soul alike these devils do) .
And bam this dude beliefed he could outplay me&the classical devil, and trick me, sorry ma man, you arent aware with what forces youve reckoned with , you just faced a literal master of trickery!
He lied to me nearly 11 times (ALL THE TIMES), into my face, unto the literal devils face and think(hope) he doesnt smell your Bullshit…
…I gathered enough evidence to bring this shriveled mole parasite infested piece of shit to sue him plus i am geting parts of his soul essence.
Double whamy for the devil!
So very symbolic and in sync!
But a part of tipheret is also to embody the savior the budha the selfless helper so i fasted for 1 week straight waterfasting and helped people without a charge freely, to pass my trials. And gotten significantly trough all of that in touch with my authentic self and my inner higher self my divintiy at the end of the tests.
And at the exact end of my tipheret initiation a 13 grafiti was painted near my workplace in yellow just like the corespondences color for tiphereth .
13 is in corespondence as for death transformation , manifestation and leting go.
And at the exact moment that happened, when i had to let go of this job, i found (bether sait it found me) another job wich logo colors exactly corespondences the initiations i went trough Netzach and tipheret/ so far and will go trough in the future mainly Geburah and chesed.
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All in all it instilled in me aprofounf need and realisation of self healing on all levels and selfdiscovery and integrations of many aspects thatvi certainly needed to grow and to evolve!
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NAGA BLESS!
HERE FOR YOUR INFERNAL ASCEND!
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