So wanted some thoughts.
since i visited a friend from here a few weeks ago i had a calling for Azazel for some reason.
i decided to call upon him.
i have been working till early morning all the time and usually tired, so i decided to call him last night. Howeveri was due to finish at 1am but instead finished at 3am due to unforseen circumstances.
when i got home i was tired but i called Azazel as i had promised to do it that night.
A: Finally you call, just as you intended to.
J: What did you want with me? i feel its for teachings.
A: It is but you are to exhausted in body and mind to understand or to grasp what it is i have planned. Call me again in 2 nights when you are rested.
J: Fair enough, …
J: ok, well i have an issue with trusting spirits as one fucked me over.
A: so what did you want.
J: well i know i will be in a deep deep sleep. so i know my mind will be easily accessible. pull out my body and take me somwhere. show me something.
A: haha easy done. however. you must prove your trust to me also, when i take you, you must come, do not turn and run like others have. just trust and let me show you. this is how we will bond and trust.
so i went to bed and i had the feeling to place Azazels charged sigil i used under my pillow.
now as i rested i could feel waves of energy in my head and i dropped to sleep looking forward to whatever journey i waa going to do