I feel like shit
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You know I dont care about money, I care about time and attention. If I feel like its constant competition to just have the one you loves time and attention then I’m not sure it’s right.
You shouldnt have to compete to just get an email reply or a phone call or a text …
If you can have the very simple things in a relationship … Like hey baby how was your day? How you feeling?
Then wheres it even going.
When its a constant struggle to even be noticed. It just hurts.
It really hurts.
Maybe I was wrong. To ever think there could be something more. Maybe I was wrong to let myself fall in love.
Maybe I should I leave.
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When you truly love someone you want to hear from them you want to hear their voice, you want see those messages that say so much.
You can’t wait for them. You dont just ignore them and act they don’t even exist to you.
I can’t do this anymore. Either I’m having a ginuine love relationship or I’m not. But I’m not gonna be played.
I’ll do what I can with the fire. But I guess their wont be any for later. Because, I think this will take all of it. And I’m sure if do this I will get sick like last time. But this is much bigger than me so I know this healing will most likely destroy me…unless I can figure out a way that it wont.
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You lied you lied to me Set lied to me I hate you i hate you so much dont ever speak to me again
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I wonder if I can get a refund on that Set statue I ordered
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Wait a minute… 
I figured something out.
Sacrifice… Give up what you love most …
I got this.
Me and the gatekeepers got work to do.
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I also figured out how to use the fire.
Use it to heal and then shove the sickness down my enemies throats.
This should be fun.
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Or at least I’ll heal me and mine…
Fuck the rest
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I got a kiss concert to go to in sept and I will be damned if this shit is gonna get in my way!!
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You go you! Give’em hell, and focus on you. Your powerful!!
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Lazy boy did an awesome song, so “it try to be, I want to be, I Strive to be… happy” here is Desiterta
So be gentle to yourself.
And you are blessed.
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Also, please for the love of what ever you consider holy, do not, I repeat do not, listen to this song, unless you want a good laugh.
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Now you know I got to 
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You know I get up every single day and go to work in a grocery store. I’m not holed up somewhere, praying for the best. If you want to sit there and talk about being at war… Then bitch im in the trenches every single day.
Have you already forgotten that fancy smancy tarot reading you gave yourself for this year? Cause I can pull the footage if you’ve forgotten.
Its gonna be a great year for you remember??
But your sitting there holed up with your guns and your bows and I’m suppose to be impressed.
No…
Its not the apocalypse! Its not gonna be the apocalypse… You wanna know why because I got shit to do!! Thats fucking why.
My will be done!
So right now you need to pick yourself up and stop all this nonsense.
Aint nothing happening until I say it happens.
And right now I have a lot of fucking work to do
See if I can be in that wall… And I can be in circles…and i can be in a pencil
I can be in that virus…
And the fire can tear it apart from the inside out
I’m working on shit others would shit their pants and be too afraid to even go near
So stop it!!
Are you really a god damn sorcerer or not?
Do you make shit happen or not??
Talk the talk
Walk the walk.
Either get with the program or get off the stage.
MY WILL BE DONE!
Oh I just want everything to burn… Well I don’t.
I got an empire to raise, a concert to go to and some more shit.
So that aint happening…sorry bout your luck.
my will be done
MY WILL BE DONE
And fyi
I read that virus like I read circles. Interesting what I found.
My time is now.
My will be done.
In the game of thrones you either win or you die.
I plan on winning.
My will be done.
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And another thing,
Your the Sorcerer
I’m the goddess
You have the seal , I don’t
You have the wall I reside in…
Are we seeing the deal here…
My will be done through you
So let me spell it out 1) we are going to figure this healing shit out. And make the fire work.
2) we are going to open that gate.
And when I decide on 3 I’ll let you know.
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