What you say pretty much answers your question. 
The single fact, that you’re comfortably playing with Abbadon,
is clear evidence why he wanted you to shun down other distractions.
This Gnosis will be an interesting read soon,
as you go further,
you’ll tell your very own story about it.
I appreciate you sharing it with us. 
Take a look here,
to recognize how clearly that’s a sign of true trust and being close to the Demon:
https://forum.becomealivinggod.com/t/kinky-gods-stories/57766?u=yberioth
Sincerely,
¥’Berioth