I’ve got quite the situation which is entangled with many facets I have been the target of some very powerful hoodoo sex magick by an ex for a couple decades that was intertwined with baneful magick as well as my own love spells I used on her.
Its a long and disturbing story really. . .
To make things more complicated I suspect a Luciferian I was fooling around with might have also used spells on me and I know for an admitted fact that a Wicca crossed streams with her love spells.
{Possibly a couple others as well come to think of it; what can I say I love spooky chicks, but these would be the three main interests irl}
The thing is I was not interested in a relationship when I met either of the two former women after my experience with the ex. I am madly in love with all three still despite various complications that have manifested into intense love/hate emotions resulting in dire events as well as a few flings that might also be playing a role in what I am feeling right now. . .
Anyway though last year I made the cute little Wicca my waifu because she is smol and she was deeply in love it was very intense and kind of a spur of the moment thing on my behalf. {Again its complicated but I was living in fear of my ex and fooling around with the Luciferian chick all the while not realizing how this young wicca felt about me until crazy happened and my own feelings for her manifested}
We were believe it or not ordained by the divine deity of the Goddess Morrigan {whom I have met in full physical manifestation several times} or Lilith as She presented Herself to my Waifu {even calling her ‘lil Lilith’ at one point}. She said we would be bound together for eternity and that I would never again meet with the Morrigan however I would at some point be visited by Macha.
Well within less than 24 hours everything went to shit and I ended up spending 8 months in jail hoping that my Waifu would pick me up when I got out like she promised. . . It has now been almost a year since I have seen my Waifu in person and I have been super depressed for months especially the last few days badly. . .
None of it really makes sense to me was I tricked, am I being impatient, have the terms been altered?
How would I even go about determining what is going on with something like this?