So last night, when I was trying to sleep, My brow went from slightly buzzing to pounding from the inside, like it wanted to burst out of my forehead or something. It wasn’t painful, just intense sensation. I’m not sure what exactly changed but I feel the flow of things a lot more, and my brow has been lighting up randomly all morning so far.
I just had a weird mental image pop into mind when I was contemplating the various effects of the last invocation.
A snake, wrapped around an apple, eating it. But the apple is in my brow.
Not sure what it means, but eh.
I just finished the sixteenth invocation, of Hakemiah.
The corresponding Goetic was Zepar.
After I finished the invocation, I immediately felt a slight sense of vertigo or something, as I walked almost drunkenly from my ritual circle. Whatever change is occuring, it has to be pretty crazy for the immediate effect to be a sudden loss of coordination and dizziness. I feel a peculiar sensation, like being buzzed without the physical sensation of it. It feels like a buzz but not physical. Like the ghost of a feeling.
Besides that, when I close my eyes the feelings of vertigo come back, and it appears as if I’m looking down the inside of a tornado. It’s a bit strange.
Here’s the ring.
The dizziness and vertigo have went away, but now when I close my eyes, I can drop into trance super fast. Besides that, I had strange dreams again. It was super weird, and not exactly something that could be interpreted to mean anything. Unless you can see the meaning behind playing a strategy game with a bunch of people against live-action Majin Bu played by the son of Will Smith and Samuel Jackson in an old mansion.
Today was the seventeenth invocation, of Lauviah (or Lavel in one of my sources of information on the Shem angels).
The corresponding Goetic was Botis.
I feel an energy running up and down my spine, spreading like an oil, but not in an unpleasant way. The wings are back too. My upper arms in the tricep area feel weird as well, but I’m not sure how to describe the feeling though. When I close my eyes everything spins again, except it feels like spinning instead of just looking like spinning. And always clockwise for some reason, my head wants to turn with the direction of spin when I close my eyes. I’m not sure what to make of all of this.
Here’s the ring.
The spinning stopped for the most part, but it had the added effect of making me unable to sleep until 5 am about.
Tonight, I did the eighteenth invocation, of Keliel (Caliel).
The corresponding Goetic was Bathin.
I feel tired. I mean, I felt a little bit tired before I did the invocation, but now I feel much more tired. But it’s a good tired, like you just finished a long and satisfying project, and are now ready to celebrate with a nap. Besides that, I feel a slight buzz/vibration all over my body, like my cells themselves are resonating with some unheard sound. The vibration makes me feel good in my solar plexus/upper abdomen area, like a tender touch from loving hands, but from inside my ribcage.
Weird but soothing.
Here’s the ring.
Does these angels you evoke have gender ?
I wouldnt trust those goetic correspondes
I’m invoking them, not evoking. And the correspondences are correct. Each Goetic corresponds to a Shem Angel.
Yea, there is just this thing, that many beings that i have evoked and talked with, swears, and wills to be treated as singular beings, and internet is full of this speculation that same being would be being from another culture etc…
everytime you incarnate your vibration changes, even if you are stored to living archives(god) as one being from greece, you are different being when you incarnate in egypt.
ask next time you invoke, that does this set of angels repsect and understand law of singularity
That’s not in the scope of this operation.
So things are going pretty well. I’ve been a bit more in tune with things since the last invocation, and I’m feeling even more ungrounded when I actually focus.
are you just invoking the Angels?
I described what I’m doing in the post about the first invocation.
But basically, I’m invoking them/their power, then having then transform me to be more inline with my godself.
yea but i wasnt sure if you were only invoking the angels or also the goetics
I’m invoking the energies of the corresponding Goetic spirit before each invocation.
interesting
I’d recommend reading the thread from the beginning of you want to see the full path I’m taking with this.
i think i did, lol
Before I started this operation, I finished a different one where I called up and bound the Goetics to a ring.