I once used the one for connecting with innate divinity and then few days later I remember waking up feeling total happiness/joy…( I actually can’t explain it exactly), a feeling like I was floating somewhere in the sky while being protected by a large group of angels.
You may forgive my English, am not a native speaker.
It means that, when purging the subconscious, not everything that will be revealed about yourself will be pleasant to come to terms with. No one wants to look at the ugly parts of themselves and accept them. We all have positive and negative aspects to our personalities, but society teaches us to ignore the negative, and put an overemphasis on what it sees as positive, which leads to a lot of repression of emotions like anger, and fear, and loneliness, all of which are unhealthy when not expressed.
I began chanting at a medium volume with my voice vocally: Tu fo ka lent vox to lux ini la fay - for confidence, and have begun feeling a warmth /energy build up in my chest with a good, and comfortable feeling.
Which light angel or dark demon / angel am I chanting to? Or, is it elemental chanting to the planet’s spirits and energies?
Mesh fa luong tu pron na fo lem - To Purge Negative Subconscious Blocks and Break Free of Negative Thought Loops
And I noticed every time I close my eyes I would get scenes in my minds eye that would change and shift constantly. I only chanted like a few times and I see random things popping up in my minds eye some oddly weird and some disturbing. It seems my subconscious thoughts keep showing me things. But it’s disturbing my sleep.
I am quite confused with the pronunciations since I am new to chanting
mesh fa LOUNG is where i get stuck if anyone can help me with my pronunciations then please do dm me or reply to this comment