This is very much over due. This has been a long long month and I know a lot of us are going through a lot right now. I am hoping all is well with everyone
But I am better now (had the flu and pneumonia) and had THE biggest urge to set up my space and start on stuff. So last night I decided to try and see about a partner. I decided after been basically going through almost every post about incubus stuff. How ever I did not call on Hekate as planed before. Mostly because I wanted to talk to Lilith and explain a few things to her. I did not how ever do a letter because I wanted to see how close our connection is or how well it would come out with out a ritual.
I called on her and invited her into my space. I suddenly felt I’m guessing her presence in my room. I started to talk to her about the things that I wanted her to know or really say to her. I then started on the subject of my partner and one that I could basically be with rest of my life. I have explained to her I know exactly what this means but after all this time thinking on this, I feel this be a good idea. I felt her presence kinda draw back a bit but then I felt this other presence come next to me. Her presence went kinda quite even though I still talked to her and I feel she still was listening. When I was done talking to her and thanked her I was going to get ready for bed. But I had the urge to lean towards this other presence as if laying my head on someone’s shoulder. But kinda awkward since there was no solid body there. As I was going to sleep I did still felt a presence there. When I woke up this morning I felt the presence behind me. Unfortunately my hearing isn’t good at all and I’m mostly running off of feeling. I felt like this presence was warm and doing something to my root that felt good. Then I felt this presence touch my heart chakra area. Not sure exactly what all was going on but right now as I’m typing this I can feel him behind me as I’m sitting on the couch.
The problem is I’m not sure if this is just me with my big imagination or if indeed it is who I think it is. I will try and make contact to night to see if I can get any more info.