I have never experienced the depth of low in my life as i have this past two years. Although i have been in a similar situation. It has never prolonged or been stagmeutm i have not felt aa though i am trapped.
Let me start from the beginining. All my life i have been a happy go lucky kinda person, inttrovert. I never hurt anyone, but for some reaaon i am always the one to be targetted .
I was forced to leave 3 homes ( having lived wt each for 10 years) due to severe racial hatred. Ever since i left this last one, i feel aa thiugh i am cursed. I am unable to secure a home, within a few months i went to hostels, but eventually found a one shared house, which i am desparate to get iur of. I share wufh 4 men ( i am a female ) and i feel sufficated . I love havibg a home, where i do not have to share. Things has become more and more toxic , and i find that i am exoeriencinf bad luck in other areas of my life.
Am i cursed?.. i know housing has sokethinf to do with blacklisting me from getting a place…
Sorry if this sounds confusing
