I did spells, succesfully, with demons and angels. Sitri, specifically, made me a lot more attractive and made me have women surround me. But effects although impressive, felt superficial because i was not changing nor growing.
Yes, Sitri fulfilled my petition wonderfully and i am most grateful, but i realized what i really needed is to grow.
So instead of ding spells, i asked the demons and angels myself. I asked about limiting beliefs, insecurities, what would i need to become if i wanted to achieve results (insert fame, attractiveness, love, sex, knowledge).
I asked Asmodeus via pathworking a LOT of questions. And answers sometime were metaphores but mostly messages that were sharp and specific.
OFC, this implied meditation, channeling and mistrust. But through Raziel, and practise i can progressively delete this “ego” talking, trying to impersonate spirits.
Just as an Example. “What is my limiting belief” and the answer was clear “not being able to be object of desire”. I realize that it is not my ego when the idea fits and is precise, and at the same time it is not me talking.
“Pride does not allow you to see beyond”. ASMODEUS repeats this phrase a lot “x does not allow you to see beyond”, “because you are not seeing things beyond” for a lot of topics.
He asked me not to think, to stop thinking and launch into action with girls and with life. He told me to control my will and enforce it on myself.
I asked Zepar about a girl that is gorgeous and smiled at me, how to conquer her. I did not ask him to put her into her knees, i just wanted knowledge, something to help me; Intel.
He limited/ or my senses are limited to what he said: “She does not have suitors that flatter her”. She is like an angel as appearance, and this phrase shocked me a lot. Like it gave me a boost of confidence, not that she is easy, but it at least makes me feel i am not navigating in waters flooded by boats.
And he gave me a revelation or at least a tip to conquer girls/men in love matter. It was revealed in a mix of vision/emotion/and phrasing at the same time, like if Zepar downloaded me info. This is similar to what Ars Notoria tells you how you will receive info from angels:
“Assume tha she is in love with you. The feeling is already there, but you must go awake it”. This has a lot of meanings, not the classical “assume she already likes you”, but something more along the lines that it is not that you are going to create feelings for her out of nothing, but you are awakening things that are already there.
In theory this seems so BS, but in practise it is changing me a damn lot, and no quantity of spells asking Sitri “to make girls naked” or Zepar “to make a girl loved me” has the power of change and satisfaction that working this way has brought to me.
Develop your senses and work with this way. If you have psychiatric conditions i suggest you abstain.
You will not like what you are being answered sometimes.
“What do you reccomend me to work and with which spirit?” “You are afraid of taking responsabilities” Photo of a horse and the word Orobas.
And yes, in fact i hate taking responsabilities and i need to grow up.