Probably not just for the asking - the Kings of Egypt went to great lengths to try to create a suitable afterlife with all their nice things, for most people getting a nice afterlife that isn’t just the equivalent of being recycled into a life as bad, or worse, than they currently have, will take effort.
What are the problems facing you right now, are they anything magick might be able to fix, or imporve?
As you saw in my reply to your other thread, we can’t assist if you’re intending to hurt yourself, but magick can be useful in other ways once we know you’re safe.
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