While withholding any specific backstory of this co worker- in order to as well emphasize my free autonomy and redact personal information, I will walk you through this real scenario with me through the rite itself.
My co worker and I have proved very threatening to one another’s energy field.
I am not moving my Job- It is my decision that I stay.
I have held restraint against this individual for almost an entire year and eventually knew something needed to be done.
I open the gateway charged with blood and activated with flames, express through my own crafted framework for evocation my desire that this person exits the physical plane- or my very presence at the minimum.
Not even 24 hours later- late at night I feel the most intense random surge of adrenaline within me for practically no reason- it was not a stinging anger but more so a flame flower being held softly to your stomach- precisely where your lower Dan-Tian would be. I had an instant calling that to now start avoiding this person was the move- easier said than done when they are in your same workplace and you relieve them constantly, but it is doable.
This surge of adrenaline however, I have been introduced to Adakamon’s rage. It is a mix of butterflies and adrenaline on such a dense level that it is indescribable- that I have no words.
The energy since this surge calmed down has remained very unstable- unstable in a good way. Unstable in a sense where you are simply in the presence of someone enraging- but it is calm and mixed with a sense of finality and vengeance in one: “this current energy around me is useless- appalling in disgust. Move away from me.”
Adakamon from the KOF was a being I wanted to meet for a very long time-
All together what are personality and energetic traits i pick up off him:
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upon learning about him- constantly hearing his name but ignoring it has given me sense that this being is actually THE lord and Master of rape,homicide, war and bloodshed. Adakamon embodies these archetypal energies. He is the essence itself and therefor the bringer and conductor of these energies.
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When he introduces his quality in a potential rite to where you consistently hear his name, it is like the toughest knight in the group stepping forward calmly and slowly and raising his hand.
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Upon contacting him for the first time it feels like you are kneeling before a figure on a throne that is much higher than you and the figure is just staring down at you in pitiful observation.
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Upon the aftermath of a rite to put someone underground, feels like you are finally free from a burden and tension and he is metaphorically standing over you “you have called me. You needed my help. You will get my help. Breathe now.”
Immediately after this surge of inner deep rage a night later as I mentioned- Adakamon sends me into a tarot reading immediately to assure me he has everything under control.
I go to sleep after this, wake up the next morning at 5 and immediately have an odd internal sensation of “resolution has finally been met”
I smile and go to immediately flip cards
Not even hours later it appears this person has began experiencing emotional disturbances, and being forced into their own inner world and their emotional flow is disrupted and turned inward stirring unresolved feelings of vulnerability while simultaneously pushing them into a confrontation with inner strength and self‑control they can’t avoid, i smiled; this seems very much like this person’s nature to begin with. Their mental restrictions loosened but not comfortably: this makes sense, this individual has always been to themselves.
Old thought patterns have been broken open leading to restlessness and heightened awareness rather than relief, a sense of emotional dissatisfaction and disengagement from comfort or ease in this person. Their foundations and outward stability remain untouched. Overall damaged emotional equilibrium, breaking complacency, and provoking inward strain in this already broken individual.
I have to give a head bow to Adakamon.
I have no worry or mental anguish in the slightest regarding this individual anymore. They are as good as dead.
When we mention the emotional side of my decision with this act- it can be something you could say I been putting on the back burner for a very long time.
With specific kinds of resolutions for specific kinds of scenarios with specific kinds individuals- doing this baneful act may indeed open up other positive opportunities down the path for yourself.
Sometimes it is more about protecting yourself and your own energy than getting revenge, I suppose there is always a remaining smidge of revenge as it also comes down to you deciding specifically how you would want them gone.
The good news in that regard however is that feeling was actually a force stepping into my field intuitively to say “I will get rid of this problem for you.”
I am proud to say I have got what I wanted. It is now done. Any physical presence of this individual I continue to run into is nothing more than background noise that is as good as dead.
Thank you Adakamon, this post is a token of my appreciation.