Abramelin Square

Hello. I just came here to post about the Segor square from the new translation. This was my first time gazing at the squares which I made on a piece of paper with a marker. Don’t know if that does anything, but when I started to gaze, about ten seconds in, the letters started to look like symbols engraved into the paper. They started turning gray. I started to squint and the letters started to disappear in a cross like the G in segor started to disappear but you can vaguely see the other letters. The lines started to light up too. Was it successful? I have no idea. Anyone could clarify on this?