I have read the other topics about him and I didn’t really find what I needed, so my issue is below along with my question.
I have recently discovered the whole demiurge thing. I went to sleep last night, Lucifers sigil under my pillow. Somehow I end up on a lucid dream or something of that sort. There I am telling my sister about how evil he is, pretty much the whole story. Then she disappears and I only hear “I can make you kill your family”. So, I write on a letter “God made me do it” - just in case something happens. I was very aware of everything. Then, I see him. It’s actually masked as an evil religious old woman I know, who does work for him. I hid the note under the carpet and hope she wont find my Lucifer sigil. Then, I was kinda pushed on a wall (not violently), and s/he sort of makes it obvious I can be given what I want. My mind goes to the thing I have always wanted, the reason why I defied God in first place. So, I was like “sure, make it happen” in my mind I was saying “I need to get stronger so Lucifer can pull me out of here”. S/he then starts touching certain parts on my body, sort of like points and gives me some strong vibrations. I felt them even irl. When I saw the right hand, it was deformed and I pointed it out to him. I was like “you can’t do miracles huh?”
Was in a forest with other people after that, then somehow once again on my house. He said someone from his side (Lucifers) was trying to damage me because I am rising, and I will rise more. Pretty much was trying to make me feel unsure about how wanted I am on this path.
It was all psychological.
My question is, is there anything that can cut my “connection” to him? I have checked the other topics and there was a chant but there was god mentioned.
Thank you in advance.