so my experience with demons is not voluntary as most of you pick a demon you want to make something happen and you invoke that spirit however with me it’s the demons that pick me… Azazel picked me and has been with me ever since a year ago now I am feeling a distance between Azazel and myself and a new shift growing and pulling me towards Mammon both of these demons are known for being extremely dark and obsessed with the earth Azazel has a lust for the human flesh and Mammon has greed towards materialism wealth and money… both demons have seeked me out and are pushing me towards a goal its like I have little control over what’s going on and the demon who wants me or needs to push me next just enters my life at will not sure how common this is with demonic workings but it’s how I have been experiencing it… now Azazel is gone and in replace is Mammon who knows what demon is next in my advancement and evolution…
I feel Azazel is done working with me and did what he needed with my life now its Mammon’s turn… each demon is strict with me and sometimes harsh but I sense a loving and caring vibe from them towards myself… it’s like a self
help guru or guide pushing me toward the goal I need to achieve…
how I view mammon I have been seeing him as a great giant of a demon with red skin and yellow eyes amongst piles of gold… I have drawn his sigil and chanted his enn we shall see where this demon take me…
I like to think i know what im doing, but i really dont 
I don’t really prepare ritual and decide on what spirits i am going to evoke at the very last minute.
I mainly spend my day working or meditating thinking i can just put it off till “the time comes”
well like I said for me its not voluntary the demons just come into my life and I feel a close bond with them even the darkest ones…
