My Disincarnate Master.
I have worked with many Disincarnate Masters over the years, one of them which will remain nameless. One day he appeared to me during one of my daily meditations, he came to me and just appeared out of no where.
I said - “(His name) why have you come”.
He replied with - “You seem frustrated what are you doing Connor ?”.
I replied - “I’m meditating”.
He replied - “Why ?”.
I replied - “Well for many reasons”.
He replied - “I have a meditation for you, if you can do it, I will give you a sought after Sidhi”.
Excited and a little naive, I agreed to this and all he asked of me was simple, “Breathe, Remain Still & All Things Within Must Remain Silent”.
How hard could this be I thought, I closed my eyes and relaxed, focusing on my breath and remaining still and silent. My mind wandered off and I could hear my master, telling me stop and then try again later.
Afterwards I kept asking myself “What’s the point in this again”, all of a sudden the masters voice interrupted “Stop go away and try again another day”.
I did this for a few weeks, eventually I was able to silent the mind completely, yet my breathing was off and the master would intervene “You are breathing haphazardly, stop and try again another day”.
I was getting frustrated, after a week or two I had finally been able to be completely silent and master the rhythm of breath in through the nose and out of the mouth, slowly but he still intervened.
“Your focusing on your breath and you are forcefully making yourself breathe a certain way, stop and try again. Your breath should flow in through the nose and out of the mouth, without trying to do it, just let it flow and happen on its own”.
This was very very difficult, because I was consciously doing it myself, I had to do this until eventually it became automatic, failure after failure, it finally became second nature. I was breath and silence, yet the voice of the master irritated me, he told me.
“You aren’t still” and at this point of months of trying, I was frustrated “i am fucking still, I ain’t even moving”. He made it clear to me that there are slight tremors in myself, throughout my body and I must keep perfectly still. Finally I did this and after about two months, I was breath, silence and stillness.
I had finally achieved this state, I entered into a state of voidness and eventually he told me that I had already obtained a power and learnt a lesson throughout all of this. I’ll tell you now I have summoned gods, angels, demons, the dead, the living, planetary spirits, elementals, you name it.
I have called and roused legions and armies to go into the world and do my bidding.
I have done so many adept arts yet this one simple thing was fucking hard, I know many adepts and even they found this difficult, I want some of you to take this test, meditate and be perfectly silent, still and perfect breath. Do this do not time yourself, just do it and take your time, I’ll give you all a month, once this month is passed and you’ve succeeded I will release unto you all, the wisdom and the lesson/power you’ve gained.