Hi, I am Tony.
And I want to take my own life. I don’t want to be here anymore. This world is too painful for me. Nothing works out. I make shit for money, my fault. I am unhealthy with heart problems my fault. And I am deeply heart broken by the fact that I can’t find a soulmate, my fault as I am told there is something wrong with me.
So yeah, I dont want to be here any more. I want to die and return to the universe. But it can not be. I am a father. And I need to be here for my precious child. So I believe. I believe that magick can save me. So I now dedicate my life to magick, to make myself mentally and physically healthy for my child until I am not needed again to I can finally take my life.