Im 30 years old. I have a 4 year old beautiful son and a loving family. I started out as a small child being able to see spirits. At the age of 9 I began taking interest into herbs and later in stones. I started researching between the satanic bible and the reg bible. i was rasied catholic and my father was raised souther baptist however he himself has mingled within the left hand path. I had no one but myself growing up really to explain things so within my search paganism was were i fell in most. most of my life i was told to stay away from the dark things. I always thought I was in the right hand and now in the age I am now I have found Lucifarianism and the knowing that the whole time Ive been in the left hand path. Since then I have done a lot of research and the more I find out the more I find validations for feeling like most people are following the wrong side. I have always felt that there is something in me that is so much higher than this life and that The Goddess or God within me is always ready to climb out of this skin. Im really excited to have found this path!!! I have been searching for this for years!